I want to learn math this year

I can do simple multiplications, additions, subtractions, and divisions, but I struggle with larger numbers.

But generally I have no math skills, all I know is that I want to start with the basics and work my way up. I am already an adult and I feel like someone who loves programming and is interested in electronics. I really need a strong foundation and understanding of math.

Can someone help me with some learning books to learn? I am not really embarrassed to start over as long as there is a ladder that I can climb on with the learning material.

I started with a book called "The Joy of X: A Tour of Mathematics" and although it is interesting, I assume that I already understand certain things.

I am excited to see that there is a 1000-page book that includes lessons and exercises, and good material that can be used to introduce and produce an expert from the perspective of an individual who has never done math before.

Thank you for any help.